Queen

When reality hits, when her emotions run wild and free.

It is when she realised, she is but a girl.

Who would understand the turmoils of emotional sensitivity.

Who would understand the different concept of "happiness", "sadness", and "loneliness" all at once.

How she felt one second today, could be voided in the next.

Every step she took, every moment she's awake.

The emotions she feel, and every word she said; all are but another mistake.

All she wanted are answers of the unknown.

But everytime she spoke, she withdrew in the next.

She contemplated and fumbled, and her thoughts consumed her.

She loved herself, yet not enough to feel "good enough"

She was courageous to ask for a chance, yet cower away when it's not "right now".

She is lost, and confused and is yearning to surrender to the demons singing by her ear.

When the day comes that she feel "good enough" and live another second to feel it all; is the day she'll not cower in fear, and she'll no longer play at his games, and she'll be no longer yearning for answers.

She'll be the Queen that she is, and maybe then, the cards would turn towards her.